Feeling abit down at the minute :(

Think it’ll snow soon!!

Well I’ve been pretty busy and stressed the last couple of days. I had some work to do for uni due today and I hadn’t done it yet and so I was stressed about that. But then the fact that when I came to do it I had no idea what I was doing or how to do it because the stupid lecturer teaches you nothing. And when showing you how to do things doesn’t explain and goes too fast. It doesn’t help that I can barely work out what he’s saying because he speaks so fast, mumbles and I can’t understand his stupid accent! Well anyway.. I’ve done work, its not right but its something and I have to hand in today. Hopefully its enough to get me 40% which is a pass, not a high pass but a pass all the same considering I don’t know anything!! So going to uni for a class now and then to hand in the work. Then when I get back home I’ve to go to town for a few messages and then later do more work for a different class that’s due tomorrow! Aghhh 3rd year is so difficult!!

hada get up early (ish) today!!

got ready, wore my new jeans, cardigan and scarf that i got for christmas!
went into town with the bf to get something for his grannys birthday and then went and seen her for a while.

after we left there we headed into town again for more shopping! 
got a few bits and pieces from poundland and then went to primark and got some stuff in there!

Then after town we went straight down to bf’s mums house for dinner and stayed there for a couple of hours as bf was watching football. As my friend lives just round the corner from there i called round while the bf was watching football.
Havent seen her in ages cause i went home for christmas and then we’ve  both been busy and then i was sick so had no chances. So went round and had a wee chat and a catch up.

Then we walked home and chilled all night. 
I spent some of the night playing sims and on CAM TO MY MUM <3

was a good day, tho i reallyyyyy should of done some more work for uni!! :s
well needa go wash my hair now cause i wanna plait it so that its wavy tomorrow.. nice hair :)  

anyone know anywhere?

Well I didn’t get to bed til about 12, sitting up doing nothing really! Then after I played about checkin BBM and FB I decided to go to sleep at half 12. At around 2 my bf then decided to come to bed and proceeded to have a coughing fit for about and hour and a half! So hardly any sleep ment I woke up feeling like absolute crap at 8 when my alarm went off for work :(
It was one of those morning were you just wish you could stay in bed, like ohh couldn’t work have burnt down during the night or ohh maybe I’ve woke up on the previous day again, but no. It was sat morning! Dragged myself outa bed, got ready and worked allll day long in which the highlight was my subway for lunch! Mmmm :)
When work was finally over and I got home I got changed into my pjs for a night in front of the laptop (my life is so exciting) had chinese for dinner and then continued my night with YOUTUBE! Actually debating on whether to make a channel on their or not, maybe vlogging is better blogging, perhaps more people prefer visual rather than words.. Anyway that’s what I’m thinking of doing anyway! Tho I feel I’d need an iphone for that and I’m debating on whether to get an iphone or new BB when I do get a new phone, not that thatll be soon cause I am SKINT! Anyway enough babbling for now! Its bed time and I’ve an early ish morning tomorrroww!

Beguinning to think tumblr is a crap place to blog as all anyone does on here is promos or post pictures of.. Girls :|
Or maybe I have the wrong idea of what tumblr should be :s
Anyway might just start to look for a new place to blog cause this place is definately rubbish and no-one listens….

I’m currently on the bus to uni :( not for a particular class cause technically I’m still off for christmas but I’ve got so much coursework to and I’ve done none :(
And so I’m on my way to uni, to meet my friend who hasn’t done anything either! Everytime we leave work to last min we regret it and say we’ll never do it again, but we do! I’m really annoyed at myself this time tho cause I had planned on doing work all this week and that’s why I didn’t really do any before and over christmas. But since I’ve been sick I’ve been too tired and ill to do anything and I’m still not feelin good now either but I gota do work! I can tell I’m gona have to stay up late late next week working tryin to do all this work before deadline.. And I’m still feeling like rubbish!!!!

Its soo sad!!

I want their life!!

Sometimes I really think that my bf only cares about himself and couldn’t give a s**t about me! I’m still not well and with this it makes me not very hungry at all. Yet he’s moaning and gettin annoyed all because he wants a proper dinner and says he can’t make one for himself! So basically makin out that its all my fault he’s gona be hungry etc. Then I gave him the idea to have mince and potatoes etc and told him I’d eat a little bit and he’s went and added extra food to the oven like crispy potatoes and peeled far too many potatoes in the first place! I was lookin forward to eatin a wee bita food and cause I love mash but he’s gona give me so food that I can’t eat and then he’s gona get annoyed cause I won’t be able to finish it. Just sometimes I wish hed think of me before himself.. Not all the time just sometimes. I mean I usually think of him before myself all the time and would like for him to do the same sometimes. Just makes me really unhappy and I don’t think he even cares..

Jan 2nd and officially sick! I got a sore throat last nigt and then a restless nights sleep! When I woke up this morning at 8, even tho my alarm wasn’t due to go off til half 9, I felt so sick in every possible way! Sore head, sore stomach, sore throat, hot and cold! But I still had to work all day, bank holidays :@ when I got home I was then shivering like crazy and had to have layers upon layers put on me to warm me up! I had a nap, some pancakes and am now sitting up watching the bf play COD! Still feeling really bad and hope that I will feel better tomorrow cause I was supposed to be going shopping, and basically, I’m a reallt bad patient!! Wish I was with my mummy and daddy to look after me :(

OK so ive been away for A WHILE! 

its now TWENTY TWELVE and well.. its a new year for me!

Ive decided life is what you make it.. and im gona try so hard to make this year a good one and become a better and happier person!

SO ive got some new years resolutions!

1. be more healthy! - eat less umm.. crap! and eat more good food! fruit etc! 
this also includes the purchase of ZUMBA for the PlayStation! get my groove on!

2. be LESS lazy! - im always so tired and do nothing and that’s part of the problem as if i was more active id be less tired all the time.. weird i know but hey!  

3. LESS SWEARING! - speaks for itself really!

4. write some kind of facebook status/ blog everyday! - gives me something to look back on later on in the year etc. 

5. try and not let people walk over me anymore! - sometimes im TOO nice. i cant help it, ive always been like it but its starting to annoy me now as i let people off with things far too easily and then im the one being left feeling bad or sorry etc.

i think thats about it for now! i think im gona download the tumblr app to my phone so its easier for me to blog!

im not gona be reposting pics or any kind of images anymore from people! NO PROMO’s ETC. this blog is purely gona be for me to talk about my life, how im feeling, real life stories,about friends, familys, problems etc. And if any followers want help or advice about anything im more than happy to help 

if this isnt the kind of blog youd like to follow or read things from its fine, go ahead and UNfollow. id be happy if i had just one follower who actually wanted to hear about real things and not just for the follow back! 

Anywhoo, Thank you if you read this longg thing :) and HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL xoxo